Last night I couldn’t sleep. I kept thinking about Tumblr and what this site did to my life. I thought I wouldn’t be depressed anymore because posting pictures of people I love is great. But I was wrong.

I get sad ~every time~ I loose a follower. Stupid, I know, but I can’t help it. That’s just me and I’ll always be like that.

And last night I lost 10+ followers, so you can imagine how sad I am. And I tried to sleep but all I could think was that I should give up and get a life. But I can’t do such thing. And then I came up with another ‘solution’: make another blog.

Yeah, and it sounds good to me. Because you see, I have 3,189 followers. 3% of them are friends with me. 2% of them actually talk to me. 1% of them like my posts. You see how stupid it looks? I am complaining again and I am so fucking annoying.

I don’t know what I’m going to do. Maybe I’ll create another blog just to have fun and post my stuff because I now feel really uncomfortable posting gifs in my own blog. 

Or maybe is just my PMS attacking again.

I don’t know what to do.